Thursday, May 03, 2007

small and pathetic

yes, that's me all right. as if doing this paper isn't bad enough (I just cannot find inspiration to write anywhere) I've just been to the doctor's. I've been bothered by a mole for a while and I wanted it and a couple of others checked out just in case. they were all fine, but I also have one which needed to be removed out of practical reasons. I wanted this and the doctor agreed. there's just one teensy weensy problem: I'm petrified of shots. just the idea makes me want to cry and knowing I will receive a couple just makes me lose it a bit. so there I was, all alone, hyperventilating and sobbing a bit whilst the procedure was done. afterwards I felt all week and small so I had an ice cream. am feeling a bit better now after having spoken to Linus. and I know, my reaction is utterly pathetic, but there you are.

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